I never wrote about you .It doesn't mean i never thought about writing . I couldn't find the words to describe you . You are the one for I shine , I cherish , I fight . Everything has its meaning and value but you are more than that my precious love . I dont speak much on love but it's inside my head buzzing every moment . Your smile keeps me awake , your presence make me complete .
The one with whom I'm me
, only you .
Light lit up ,and day comes out ,
I shine with you
Bigger the dream I have ,
Everywhere I have you.
Love you my Joon ❤❤❤
Dec 12, Kalopul,Kathmandu.
Today I have started reading the book Spartan Discipline: By Dominic Mann , It's a book about How to develop Spartan Discipline, Unbreakable Mental Toughness, and Relentless Willpower.
While reading first few paragraphs of the book , I started getting a vibe of how we have been living in misery . Some of the listed quotes are so catchy , every words give a tight slap to the conservative thinking . The narration and explainations given in the book is well organized and relatable .Each lines are completing the lacks I have in life due to over assumption and lack of willpower.
Some of the quotes from the book I love to share:
"No man is free ,who cannot command himself" - Pythagoras
"Through Discipline comes freedom"-Aristotle
This was all about introduction from the book , next I'm gonna read The Spartan Minimalism. I Will be sharing here soon .
थाहा छ मलाइ , म बिना मर्छु भनेर धम्की पनि दिन्थेउ , हो येहि सोच बदल्न कति कोसिस गरे तर कैलै सम्झेनौ । तर आज्कल तिमी अक्सिजन बिना पो मान्छे मर्छ , मान्छे बिना किन मर्ने भन्ने तर्क दिन थालेछौ । कति खुशी लाग्छ मलाइ तिमी मा आएको यी परिवर्तन देख्न पाउदा । तर किन किन यी सब तिम्रा देखावटी आवरण हुन जस्तो लाग्छ । तिमी सोच बद्लेर एक स्वतन्त्र नारी भएर अगाडि बढेको हेर्न चाहेको छु । nibba nibbi जस्तो माया प्रेममा हराएको हेर्न होइन ।
थाहा छ मलाइ , तिमी भन्छौ 'तँ भन्दा कैयौं राम्रा केटा पाएर देखाउछु ।' । अरे तिम्रो छवि यदि कोहि अर्को केटो आयेर उच्छ हुन्छ भने तिमी सधै एक मूर्ख नै रहनेछौ । आफू राम्रो बन , हुन त म तिमिलाइ सल्लाह दिने लायक नहुला । तर जे भोगेर बुझेको छु तेस्ले के भन्छ भने " अरुलाइ देखाउन गरिएको परिश्रमले कैलै पनि सफल बनाउदैन । जब आफुलाइ निखार्न परिश्रम गरिन्छ तब मात्र सफलता को मज्जा लिन सकिन्छ । "
मलाइ थाहा छ , नारी को सम्मान गर्न तिम्ले केही हद् सम्म सिकाएको छौ । आज पनि म तेहि मार्ग मा छु , र म एक्दम सुकुन महशुस पनि गर्छु । निशा लाई गरेको गाली आज पनि याद छ , तेसैमा तिम्ले मलाई दिएको सुझाव पनि मनन छ । तर तिम्ले दिएको ज्ञान ले तिम्रो मम्मी लाई गालिगर्न बाट रोकेन । तिमिलाइ अपशब्द प्रयोग गर्न बाट रोकेन । पश्चाताप छ र हुनेछ सधै नै ।
मलाइ थाहा छ , म तिम्रो पहिलो प्रेम जुन तिम्रो अन्तिम सास सम्म याद हुनेछु । सुनेको छु मान्छे आफ्नो पहिलो अनुभव चाहेर पनि बिर्सिदैनन रे । तर तिम्लाइ मेरो याद ले पिर्ने भो नि है । तिम्ले आफ्ना नाति नातिना काख मा खेलाउदै गर्दा समेत तिमिलाइ एउटा नाम सधै याद हुनेछ " कृता" ।
तर यार बहुत नराम्रो लाग्छ जब देख्छु तिमी आफ्नो सकारत्मकता गुमाइ राखेको छौ । तिमिमा मान्छेलाइ हेर्ने नजर नै एक्दम आश्चर्यजनक छ । आशा छ , म गलत साबित हुँ अनि तिमिलाइ सदैव अगाडि बढेको देखि जलन महशुस गर्न पाउँ ।
चिन्ता नगर , तिमी मेरो पहिलो प्रेम नभए पनि । अधुरो सपना जरुर हौ । जुन म कदापी भुल्ने छैन । तिम्रा लागि निशब्द म , शब्द सदैव कोर्ने छु ।
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केही सम्बन्ध अचानक टुटे , केही अझै बाकी थिए
केही लाई छोड्न बाध्य भएं , केहि आफै भागी दिए ।
केहिले पाठ सिकाए जीवन को , केहिले त परीक्षा नै लिए
बुझ्दै जादा थाहा पाएं , जस्ले जे गरे ठिकै गरे ।
आफ्नो भन्नू त येहि आफ्नो देह न हो , अरु सबै सांसारिक थिए ,
तै पनि बदल्दै थिएं अरुको खातिर , अरुकै लागि समर्पित थिएं ।
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I am a talkative person. I talk all the time especially with all my close friends. I am always the first one who says something when there is an awkward moment in any case which I think is a good thing. But when I meet people for the very first time I don't talk as much which is my shyness but when the awkward moment of meeting someone new is over then I talk more. I am cautious, I am always observing my surroundings and looking for anything that can be dangerous or harmful. I have a personality trait of having thoughtfulness. I am always the one who opens the door for everyone and I do a lot of other things like that. Also whenever my mom needs help at her housework I always go without saying no because I know my mom's efforts can get difficulty if she doesn't have someone to help her. In a way it's also being kind, which I think I am. I am optimistic. I am just not a negative person even when I am upset or mad. Keeping an open mind about anything just makes you an overall happier person. I'm a protective and conservative person. I try to protect my loved ones from external constraints. I give my best to let them play freely and I keep my eyes on them. That's my way of caring for them.